Murderous Minds Think Alike

Teenage Wasteland

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 14:34:17 GMT

wow... haven't used this thing in a while...

everybody is going back to school... I just bought my bio books... $196.75... and the non-lab book weighs a ton too.

woke up randomly at around five to catch a call from Brady...
couldn't fall asleep after... *yawn*

I want some ice cream... and maybe company... the TV in my living room is gone, and I don't wanna sit in my room today so I'm pretty much bored.

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 06:16:51 GMT

April vacation sucks.

I hate Ozzy.

I haven't taken my meds in a week.

I'm sick and tired of this town and the people who live in it.

I want a grilled cheese sandwich.

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 08:20:09 GMT

3 things

Happy Birthday to me!
Costa Rica KICKED ASS!!!!!!!!!
I love animals!!!!!

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 05:33:36 GMT

heh went to Carolina in my mind last weekend

Life's too short to fuss over the small things everyday

still itching to leave the country

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 05:23:39 GMT

Feels good to be loved, ya?

Not sure but I think I made the stupidest decision of my life on Thursday... 01/12/06: REMEMBER THAT, STUPID...

eh.... I'm too tired these days... and I guess I still can't see as clearly as I used to... but, its getting better... now if I could only do sumthing about my inexplicable ability to say the wrong things at the wrong times...

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 03:44:53 GMT

With the New Year come some new changes...

1. I'm saving up to get a place of my own before this summer
2. I'm going to try to be nicer to everyone I know (not that most of them deserve my kindness)
3. I'm getting my license in a few days...
4. I'm gonna start looking into colleges for next year (I'm skipping this year)
5. I'm gonna try harder and give a damn at least three out of the five school days per week
6. .......mghh....... I'm gonna do something bout this goddamn insomnia........

In other related news, I have nothing to do.... yeah, that sucks....

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 03:10:48 GMT

... I dislike Christmas... I just don't like getting gifts from ppl I guess...

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 17:55:14 GMT

Woot! Florida excursion!

I'm in the sunshine state till wednesday and so far it's been kickass!
As soon as we picked up the rental car, we were driving along when we saw a state trooper in front of us. This guy was stupid enough to pass us then pass the cop who was doing the speed limit. So two seconds after he passes the cop the cop turns on his lights and pulls his ass over. anything that happens in Florida after that is just a bonus.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 07:35:29 GMT

Woah
Tired as hell, first time in a while that I've stayed up this late...

Grades still suck, so does school, though psych isn't so bad and I am The GOD OF ART (apply dramatic background music) nah more like Messiah really...

I swear to god, if Donny didn't make life so interesting sometimes, I'd strangle his skinny ass so he couldn't pull all the stupid shit he does, like call me twelve times in a row to ask when I would be finished with homework...

I hung out with Dustin and co at a Halo 2 party and got my ass handed to me on a silver platter many times... plus side, wuts her face wearing tight jeans then turning around right next to me... yeah... anyways, I should hang out with ppl from school more often but I'm not exactly a social person. If I don't have something to occupy my hands and time, I usually say something or do something stupid. I'll get around to fixing that later...

Watched The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou... yeah...

wow, I need a job... and a car... and a life... wait... I skate... that counts as a life right???

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 05:36:22 GMT

btw, if anyone actually took the time to translate the thing at the bottom of the last entry, get a life....

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 05:34:13 GMT

"... I'm beginning to question my sanity..."
"Shut up, you're not crazy."
"Then why am I talking to myself...?"

Hoo boy. I had quite a day indeed. I got slammed to the ground yesterday playing goalie and my right ear and the left side of my neck are still hurtin a bit. On the plus side, I didn't break anything and I was able to remain conscious throughout most of the day!

Everybody seems to be quitting school... its gotten to the point where I'm beginning to wonder if someone up there is trying to tell me sumthing...

It still hurts a lot. And my personality's taken a turn for the worse lately. I'm starting to act worse than I was before... except now I just yell out the things on my mind... You know whats funny... my past is catching up to me seven ways to Sunday, and its knowing things like this that ruin your day; "Esh delki me pect esh nidd avnt ut akte me vavey phurm rhe."

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 17:38:17 GMT

When a "true artist" is creating a work of art, a piece of that artist's soul is put into the artwork. I believe it is the artist's job is to convey his or her unique perspective to others so that others might see the world as he or she does. In order for the artist to truly convey what he or she sees to others, the artist must pour his or her heart and soul into the piece. In doing so, the artist not only creates a window that allows others to see what he or she sees, but he or she creates a mirror that reflects the artist's true feelings. The more experienced the artist is, the less cloudy the window and mirror appear. The stronger the feelings are, the greater the soul of the artist is, the more vivid the piece becomes. And when a "true artist" sees that piece, he or she can feel the pressure of that artist's soul emanating from the piece. To unite the hearts and souls of others together and with that of the artist's for even a brief moment; that is the purpose of art. To be capable of producing something that can accomplish this feat; that is the definition of a "true artist." Incomplete as it may be, that is my philosophy on art.

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 03:07:50 GMT

... I got three F's on my progress report...

... hey at least I have my health *cough*...

People have been kinda bitchy the past few days, while I've felt just fine... gotta love those happy pillz... the rain's probably got sumthin to do with it, but maybe its just me... I have been feeling a bit off lately, or at least more off than usual. I've been making extremely racist and rude one liners for a while now... I get a good chuckle outta it but I think ppl are starting to get pissed off at me...

In better news, I feel slightly more at peace with myself and the rest of the world right now... I don't feel like cleaving Mr. Walker's face off with a rusted blade simply because he's a pimple on society's ass...

~ Because we are amorphous, we are afraid. Amorphous, we hold that in reverence.
Thus the blade is swung down.~

one week later...

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 03:11:44 GMT

ugh...

SATs were long as hell, but I'm pretty sure that I did well

I never realized how many hot girls were actually in my class... what a waste...

I'm gonna be on happy pillz for a while so people noticing a slight change in my personality should not be alarmed...

Got a new lighter the other day and spent hours burning my fingers and making sparks in front of peoples faces... grand total is twenty-seven

I took a look around outside too... everybody fucking smokes now... I got nothing against smokers, (I used to have a thing for girlz who smoked actually... no clue why but it made them look hot... still kinda does) It's kinda pointless. Not only is it bad for you, but it makes all your shit reek too.

Went to Nantucket and got a severe ass thrashing from them... Wes, you suck

Donny's in rehab for three months... heh nice going moron.

I've been noticing a lot of girls with mad short hair too... (short hair= ultra hot) I dunno why, but they remind me of this girl I used to know in sixth or seventh grade... can't remember her name but she was hot... I shoulda said yes. She was a good person.

Saw some kids from my old CCD classes at SATs... damn... this one girl used to be mad skinny and now she probably weighs more than I do... eh she wasn't that hot to begin with though... and Joey Grady... the mini titan on the ice grew more than a few inches... Alex Costa... dude, what the fuck, stop growing you facial hair like me... I feel like shaving...

It hurts a little here and there, but at least my body seems to be in good condition at last...

It's not cool to see people cry, girls or guys... get well soon Shawn...

"You understand so little. A meaningless effort. One who knows nothing can understand nothing. Every light must fade, every heart return to darkness!"

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 01:57:06 GMT

Costa Rica

I'm all signed up for the Costa Rica trip after my B-day, but unfortunately it cost me all the money I saved for a car and everything I wanted for Christmas or my B-day. Heh, what a sacrifice. I wasn't going to ask for anything this year anyways. On the plus side, I won't feel so bad about not being able to afford to buy presents for my friends and family. I gotta get a decent job soon so I can start saving up for a place to live. I loathe the thought of having to leach off of my parents for another year.

In non related news, I felt like total shit today despite being on the meds for a few days now.

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 03:02:19 GMT

they had to put the dog down

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 05:29:21 GMT

Its funny how up until now I've managed not to think about this, but standing up on that stage thing on the green today made me realize that...

as i was typing this I heard a car hit something then the sound of a dog yelping for a few minutes. It turns out this chocolate lab got hit by the car and limped over towards the woods on Sam Turner. Going back outside, finish the rest later on.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 02:15:18 GMT

Depression, aggression, confession or not

I feel drained, and tomorrow I gotta take the bus... I lost my bus pass... again...

I was gonna get a buzz today but I didn't feel like it and I like having hair.

I started taking meds yesterday for mild depression, and so far all I feel is mildly irritated and destructive. I wanted to beat the shit outta the soccer team today but it wasn't really their fault that the other team schooled us so badly... wait, yes it was. Only seven out of fourteen kids show up to the goddamn practices and they don't put in much of an effort while they're there.

The only thing that helps me relax now is music and drawing. Bass lessons are paying off. I've learned a few songs since I started in July and I picked up tempo and rhythm pretty fast. My art skills are growing at the steady pace of a snail but I can see a difference in skill comparing sketches from four months ago and now. Yay.

I didn't eat anything today...
I WANT RICE AND PEAS

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 21:24:42 GMT

Wow.

My feet still hurt from the blisters but I'm able to walk OK now.

I'm starting to get the feeling that maybe my room needs to be cleaned. I spilled some Coke on my jeans this morning because I bumped into the soda can rack.

I've only been in school for three weeks but I'm already sick of it...

The rain was nice today...

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 06:44:05 GMT

Today was kick ass

I pulled a Boneless 180 down the Falmouth Administration building steps

I skated until I could barely move

I feel totally relaxed after a nice hour and a half long shower

I realized that there is more to life than skating, playing bass until my hands get numb, watching anime movies, and fire... there is also slushies, breaking glass, and being a jerk

I'm still trying to decide on whether or not to actually take the stupid pills the doc says I should try... I don't want to take pills that will fuck with my head

I had plain bread today... it was nice

Dreams and Pizza

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 01:50:22 GMT

Last night, I had one of the most disturbing dreams ever...

I was in a house and some guy was there and I beat him to death with a metal bat I found in a garage. I was then walking on the side walk then the guy appears and kills two of my friends with magic powers or something and he tried to kill me but I stopped his powers and then proceeded to curb stomp his ass, then I ran away so the cops wouldn't arrest me... then I spent several hours hiding in a house from assorted people then I went crazy and beat down other people with the metal bat... the blood was everywhere...

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 05:11:11 GMT

Training starts tomorrow. Or today... wtevr.

Final News, congrats to Cory Johnson. He got laid and by an unbelievably hot girl. Way to go Cory.

I went to Water Wizz the other day, spent the last three dollars I had, and got a sun burn. Way to go me.

Don't doubt their will be any interesting news for the next three weeks... so, no more new entries. But the good news is I may have a promising carrier in doing tattoos.

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 16:11:17 GMT

gah... too hot

School starts at the end of the month... this year, I'm gonna try. Not too much, but more than last year... I hate school.

My soccer ball died. RIP.

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 20:16:10 GMT

Vash Rules

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Sat, 30 Jul 2005 05:30:36 GMT

Grandparents comming down from Florida for a week.

I don't wanna go back to school.

I started exercising again today... body is in pain.

I have a strong desire to beat the fuck out of people with a metal baseball bat.